What I REALLY Want For Yule/Christmas/Festive Guilt & Debt Producing Holiday Is:

[Bruder Cuzzen]

Ha! I was thinking on dumping it all on my sibs (5) as well ! 

Actually , I do have one desire that pops up a lot , especially now , I still yearn to see the greatest love I ever knew again , it's been some time since i received an e-mail from her.

I hope she is still alive , I miss her , although the last i saw her she wouldn't even give me a hug , I'm still not certain why she didn't /wouldn't, it would have been so little to give .