Toadfish Monastery

At the moment i am using a folding portable table which is cluttered with papers , folders , a briefcase and a hand me down battered laptop which is not yet connected to the net .

Still having problems sleeping so i am reading the Last Post .

Just read a message from Roland , he received the Gunslinger hardcovers today . I hopw thar Pieces recieved the Dr. Who book and the advent calendar which was Disney themed with all the cutesy characters aimed at thee wee girls demographic ,i like to think it made her laugh .

Was i supposed to use a semi colon on the above ?
PS , i am having great difficulty of late using this mobile device to access the net .
Typos abound and it takes forever to post just one sentence .
I have yet to be adept to the technical aspects of the english and would not mind one iota if any mods or admins cleans up my posts .

Oh , damn , i thought i tapped on ," what are you reading" ...* sigh, big digits or tiny keypad *

Yet another blizzard , it has been a harsh winter thus far . Great for those that revel in winter sports though .

Again my heart is heavy .

- 30°C this morning with strong winds , tomorrow we expect a balmy -2°C.

Quote from: Griffin NoName on November 16, 2012, 08:30:46 PM
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Me please.

I have been worrying about Bart and his family for some time it causes my heart to ache , that ache has been inside me for some time , building upon other traumatic events in my life . To lose Bart as well ... the thought is unbearable and i dont know how to prepare myself .
These past few years Pieces has been a great comfort to me and to suddenly lose her ... well , i need not say anything more.
I did not sleep again last night despite my efforts to do so .
I spent it listening to the fierce wind outside the windows of my new empty  condo . The loneliness was manageable until the news of PoN hit me .

It is hard to text while my eyes constantly tear up.

I am in the process of reading every post Pieces wrote hear ans there . I am happy to have not deleted any PMs for over 5 years . I can read her messages repeatedly and keep my memories of her young forever in my heart and mind .

About 10 pages into her posts i found one that was very sad to see , basically she said there was a history a premature deaths on both sides of her family tree .

I shall try to limit the amount of ' Pieces Pages' that i read because i dont wish it to end , but i also have about the same number of pages over there .
When i am done i can always start again .
So happy to have known her.
Missing her so much.
She is here with us in cyberspace forever .

Trying , lack of sleep , too much coffee ,smoking again which is not helping . Devastated . Will be better in the morning for PoNs sake. I am dehydrating myself . Thanks for being here Roy.

Yes , i will .

Weeping again .

Hi ADoS , i think it was me that invited you as Mad Willyum some years ago . I am glad to see you here but wish... I'm sorry... i can't continue at the moment .

Pieces invited me to engage her on skype early in Dec .
I offered to treat her to a weeks vacation here for woofstock .I thought there was plenty of time to work out the details . Such regret is killing me at the moment . I have not slept and having trouble facing my day . I know she would not have me suffer like this but it is so hard to accept her loss .

Thank you Opsa.

The sound of tears as they roll down my cheeks and stike the floor .

The very best cone yak to you my dear Pieces .